I wish my mind can be erased
Of all the misery so I can find my way to live again
Mindless Maze
I run in circles always trying to find who I am
Everything's blury and I don't know where I stand
So many raods to take staring me in the face
Do I have a destiny or is life just a waste
I need to get out of this mindless maze
Trying to see if I could find my way
So many people get thme selves in here
Trapped by uncertainty and living in fear
Will I see the light again before I waste away
I'm fighting barriers and demons day by day
Feeling like a stranger in a place i used to call home
It's kinda hard when you're trying to escape on your own
I need to get out of this mindless maze
Trying to see if I could find my way
So many people get thme selves in here
Trapped by uncertainty and living in fear
Heartbreak and Pain
Trouble with you is that you don't understand
What it means to be left in the dark
You hide from the truth you hide behind this charade
Thinking that everything's going as planned
But inside your mind you know something is wrong
I know you're not that sane and I sure know as hell you're not that strong
Think you're safe, You think you got your way
But you're headed for heartbreak and pain
You think emotions are just a part of your game
But it's never going to be the same
Tell me not to point this animosity
At everything that you stand for now
What am I to do am I to accept the fact
That I should be taking this lying down
You might think that you got your way
Somewhere down the road you'll wish that I was the one you didn't betray
Think you're safe, You think you got your way
But you're headed for heartbreak and pain
You think emotions are just a part of your game
But it's never going to be the same
Inside your mind you know something is wrong
I know you're not that sane and I sure know as hell you're not that strong
If you'll just open up your eyes
You know I was the one who always stood right by your side
Think you're safe, You think you got your way
But you're headed for heartbreak and pain
You think emotions are just a part of your game
But it's never going to be the same
Regret
So now what are you looking for
Do you want someone to love you
Or just someone to cry to
Now that you're life is falling apart
Who do you have left to turn to
When it starts to come unglued
Can you life another day like this
When you know it's me you really miss
Do you feel emptiness inside
Or were you living another lie
So now you're trying to get me back
After years of deception
You're in the wrong direction
I'm not just someone to ease your pain
I'm not so easy forgiving
Cause you threw away what was real
Can you life another day like this
When you know it's me you really miss
Do you feel emptiness inside
Or were you living another lie
Two Roads
Jaded memories have been swept away
Shades of hard times now have turned to light
No time to worry about hard feelings
Thoughts of vengence were letting life go by
Hatred was in control wanted to see the fear in thier eyes
As thier blood ran cold
But then I realized is it worth it to waste my life on spineless souls
There are 2 roads in which to take
Vengence is one that can be a mistake
Living your life to destroy the ones
Who hurt you now it can't be undone
Going on with life is a choice
Making your way with your own voice
Redemption will come but no by your hand
Amazing how things work out in the end
Now it's time to leave those memories
For new one's you have to make on your own
No more people who try to do you wrong
Cause they're dealing with some demons of thier own
Only thing you have to worry about
Is yourself and the one's who want you around
If you think about getting jsutice
Your life will come crashing down to the ground
There are 2 roads in which to take
Vengence is one that can be a mistake
Living your life to destroy the ones
Who hurt you now it can't be undone
Going on with life is a choice
Making your way with your own voice
Redemption will come but no by your hand
Amazing how things work out in the end
80 Proof Prison
What do you do when it slips through your hands
How does it feel when it's over
There's only one thing you understand
You know that the bottle took control
Just too stubborn to realize
A dose of reality hit you between the eyes
Welcome to your 80 proof prison
It's a life that you chose
Now you're looking for an easy way out
And you wish you were home
How does it feel to lose everything
Just to get constantly buzzed
Now you drank yourself in a corner
And there's nothing left too discuss
Now your whole world is crumbling down
Your binges have dropped yourself to the ground
Falling down
Welcome to your 80 proof prison
It's a life that you chose
Now you're looking for an easy way out
And you wish you were home
Open Doors
For years I felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone
Always stayed in the shadows of someone else
Everyone told me that I was wasting time on chasing dreams
They thought about running my life for me
Now I've taken some chances and I'm stepping into the spotlight
Starting to control some things in my life
People look at me as a friend instead of another loser
Feeling wanted instead of insecure
No more dark days
No more feeling wasted away
I walked away form the sadness and pain
I'm passing through open doors
That I've never been able to open before
Seeing things in a different kind of light
No more sadness and no more shame t
That I felt in my life again and again
Now I'm perfect in someone else's eyes